This is where I ramble about the things I did\think about during those times.
Truth to be told, I had a troubled life as a kid. My parents told me I've been nonverbal until I became 6 or 7 years old and was really violent when frusturated that no one understood what I was saying. and if you didn't realize it, I didn't have friends in school because of this. so I would spend most of my time in a corner daydreaming of going on adventures with my favorite characters in media. at 3rd grade I finally found someone who I'd call a friend and I would ramble to them about the adventures that I imagine going through with them. sadly that friendship didn't last long since I had to switch schools due to my parents being fed up with the administration being albiest(?). I was back to square one, trouble gaining friends, daydreaming, etc. through all of what I've been. I realized that this isolation I had during my childhood has it's own upsides. one example I can think of is the fact that the daydreaming is so vivid to me that I can easily get lost in it. I would spend alot of my time during rest or boredom thinking of a world to build, characters to personalize, stories to create. and let me tell you, I've created ALOT of stories. some that are lost to time, some that are just mere concepts and ideas, some that were a gimmick and just there to appease my boredom. and some fully fleshed out and are capable of standing on its own legs. one of the earliest form of world building I had was when I combined 3 of my favorite medias into one which was Nintendo, Minecraft and Roblox. a Mii, a Minecrafter and a Robloxian. and then I would share my stories with my cousin whom also participated into the world building with me, we had more characters from a crazed old man to a professional singer to a black market surgeon in a multi-dimension world where minecraft and roblox peacefully co-exists in wuhu island. somewhere in 2017 I created a different new world. starring a protagonistic rebel, a chaotically silly priest and an A-Posing menace in a world where cryptids and cretins roam and live with humans. 2018 is where I fully sticked with it, I made a character in december of 2017 who's a yellow big headed guy. in 2018 I made him with a chaotic "mix n swapped" world where nothing is truely alive and everyones just a png image in stock backgrounds so he can get a job and pay his rent. and I kept building on it for years that came by. which lead to us to today. as of writing this, I have created a total of 264 characters in that world. 19 stories and so on. I have met alot of people who they themselves contributed to the expansion of the world and adding their own twists and sillies with it. the issue is that these stories have never really been shown to anyone. alot of these were all stored in my brain or just thrown around in online messages or roleplays I participated in. another goal I've set up is to sit down and actually write those stories down, flesh them out and finally let the world see what I have been creating since the dawn of my time. this is going to be a huge journey for me and I am looking forward to finally embrace my true potential.