Time to choose...
1/8/2023
I always saw myself as someone who chooses the 3rd path despite it not even existing. Choices make me scared and nervous since the simplest things can drastically affect your life y'know? there are alot of things that happened in my life that couldve been avoided if i chose the 3rd path instead of taking the 1st or 2nd yet here I am. it's kinda scary yknow? my throat has been bothering me alot today and I don't know why. was there something in that protein shake? I shouldve closed the bottle more tightly because the undissolved powder landed on my underwear in my bag and it looked like I spoiled myself in it. very embarrassing and hard to explain when you want to clean it at the gym so I had to just put it back in my back, wear the same gym underwear and rush back home to the washing machine. Why can't I do things properly man?!
